Changes..
It's been so good for me to take time away from my professional work as I integrate all that has happened over the last year...
As I take space I am looking towards what brings me joy, where I feel inspired.
There is a part of me that wants to let go of everything I have created because I am finding myself exhausted by the psychology of humanity.
The inability to understand the totality that is needed in the healing journey gets lost on the majority of folks.
It seems my work goes too deep for where most people are. Seems people want to be sold a fantasy, rather than how to make their current reality more magical.
After thirty-plus years the foundation for my beautiful school is finally completed. The path of study is laid out clearly, each program is clear in what you will learn and what you will gain from each of the magical life-changing offerings.
Yet, I am finding myself exhausted and frustrated which is showing me it's time to soften around it all and place it on the altar so my familiars can work with it without my mind getting in the way of it.
I couldn't imagine after all I have created, letting go and starting again...
Yet, if that is what I am guided to do... I will listen...
I have a feeling though, that I just need to reevaluate and allow some space so I can come back into inspiration with sharing my offerings in a way that feels good to me again.
Selling has never brought me joy, I could create a million offerings, yet selling them makes me want to shut down and quit...
No matter which system I try, none of them seem to feel resonant.
I wish I could just tell you about an offering and your inner knowing would join if it was a yes. But that's not how it goes, at least from my experience.
So I am placing all of my offerings, my beautiful school on the altar, to allow spirit to work and give myself some much-needed space to come back into inspiration...
Have you ever been in this position? Can you relate?