I am now who I’ve been waiting to become.

I am now who I’ve been waiting to become.

When I set out on my walkabout, I wasn’t sure what lay ahead.

All I knew was that I needed to go.

Each step along the way, each place I visited—each temple, ruin, mosque, church, dragon line, sacred ground, stone circle, holy well, and fairy tree—gave me a gift.

It was as though every step, every place, offered me a piece of myself that had been waiting to be revealed.

When people ask me what my favorite place was, or what my favorite part of the journey was, I find it hard to answer.

Because this wasn’t simply a trip—it was a ceremony. A sacred pilgrimage through the depths of my inner landscape.

I walked through all that arose, tending to it with reverence.

It was as though each step was an initiation, a sacred thread weaving me back to my true self.

I journeyed through the death initiation, into the afterlife, waded through the Bardo, into reincarnation.

I now have profound clarity where before lay a dark mistforest path of the unknown.

Now, I am clear in how I want to work, who I want to work with, and the energy I desire to be allied with.

Now, I am putting all that I journeyed through into action. I am overcome with a deep sense of gratitude.

Every choice I made, every experience I had, every moment of seeking, was a thread weaving me here.

I am now who I’ve been waiting to become my whole life.

For that, I am grateful.

xoxo